I know i know, 15 is no big deal. But to me, every 16th of Jan marks a history. 3 more days people! Right now, i don't even know what to feel. Firstly, I'd like to thank god for giving me another year. All the obstacles and challenges that were thrown upon me made me realized how vulnerable i am to you, god. 2012, i promise to make this year a fruitful one. Well, i should have done this for my new year's resolution but nah.

Ahad Youth Camp [30th-1st Jan]
It was the suweeeeeeeeeeeeetest end-of-year camp ever i swear! I felt so huge during that camp cos all the sisters older than me are smaller-sized than me! how's that so!
I've learn a lot. It was definitely a mind-changing experience and now i'm on my way to becoming a much more better servant of Allah, muslimah, daughter, sister, friend and student, Insya'allah.

2012 kick-started awesomely! Countdown with camp mates(in arabic)! Fuh. Once in a lifetime. This 3-day camp left a thousand and one memories. I have tons and tons of stories about Ahad camp but yeah, i guess i'll have to skip it.
What happened today was, i skipped school. My body was experiencing muscle aches all over and my head felt oh-so heavy! I'm so stoked and looking forward to our Secondary 3 camp! My 2nd camp for the year jyeah! It's happening on my birthday, sadly. Well oh wells.

Sec 3, new classmates, teachers, clicks, SUBJECTS!!, TONS OF THINGS TO DEAL WITH. Hard life. Well, again, i thank you, Allah, every single second of my life for having me on Earth to witness your greatness and wonderfulness, Masya ALLAH

wassalam,
xoxo shikin :)
13th January 2012 ; 8:53pm



READING THE CONTENTS OF THIS BLOG MAY LEAD YOU TO THE DEEPEST HATRED OR FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH ME.


i can write an essay here or keep it short. Like this.



Hey?

They call me Shikin and i'm 14. Trust me, people mistook me for a working adult sometimes. Scary yet interesting thought about me tho. Being the eldest out of the 3 is definitely insane. Nah, let's not proceed to my siblings. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG story.

So, let's talk about school.
People see me as the 'big sister' or 'fierce girl' or 'tae kwon do girl' or anything harsh cos it's true. Well, i'm not the "mummmmyyy hellp me" type of girl but more of a soul who's struggling to be independent, surviving the reality. People always say that we'd know the 'real' world when we become working adults. Not too sure about that. Being working adults just means we know more about it. There's a difference.
High school life shows me that an 'A' doesn't come easily, A true friend is one in a million and love doesn't come at 14.

Knowing someone and liking them is perfectly normal, especially when you're a teen, if you're straight. Aha, let's proceed to my love life-non.
Girls now are wishing if they could be the next girlfriend of Bieber after Selena Gomez. (???) can't see the good thing about that.
Some people try hard, i mean terribly hard, to attract one's attention. But some people just gets all the attention that they could'nt ask for more.
Why are there beautiful and not-so-beautiful people? I know........sometimes we'd say god is unfair blabla. But the truth is, everyone's beauty is inside their soul, it's invisible to the eyes. The beauty of someone does not rely on the outside a 100% but what makes it outshine is the personality. URGH I KNOW IT'S CLICHE COS IN THE END EVERYBODY WOULD LOOK ON THE LOOKS, right?
God creates your soulmate when he created you. Just wait...................... :)

Sometimes it sucks to be thinking that i'm still 14. But sometimes too, it's awesum. Why? that, i don't know.
I just wish that i would be able to record every single moment of my life starting from now. Cos i know it's just starting to get more interesting.
Till then.

XOXO wassalam.

11/8/2011, 9:20pm

I know i know, 15 is no big deal. But to me, every 16th of Jan marks a history. 3 more days people! Right now, i don't even know what to feel. Firstly, I'd like to thank god for giving me another year. All the obstacles and challenges that were thrown upon me made me realized how vulnerable i am to you, god. 2012, i promise to make this year a fruitful one. Well, i should have done this for my new year's resolution but nah.

Ahad Youth Camp [30th-1st Jan]
It was the suweeeeeeeeeeeeetest end-of-year camp ever i swear! I felt so huge during that camp cos all the sisters older than me are smaller-sized than me! how's that so!
I've learn a lot. It was definitely a mind-changing experience and now i'm on my way to becoming a much more better servant of Allah, muslimah, daughter, sister, friend and student, Insya'allah.

2012 kick-started awesomely! Countdown with camp mates(in arabic)! Fuh. Once in a lifetime. This 3-day camp left a thousand and one memories. I have tons and tons of stories about Ahad camp but yeah, i guess i'll have to skip it.
What happened today was, i skipped school. My body was experiencing muscle aches all over and my head felt oh-so heavy! I'm so stoked and looking forward to our Secondary 3 camp! My 2nd camp for the year jyeah! It's happening on my birthday, sadly. Well oh wells.

Sec 3, new classmates, teachers, clicks, SUBJECTS!!, TONS OF THINGS TO DEAL WITH. Hard life. Well, again, i thank you, Allah, every single second of my life for having me on Earth to witness your greatness and wonderfulness, Masya ALLAH

wassalam,
xoxo shikin :)
13th January 2012 ; 8:53pm



READING THE CONTENTS OF THIS BLOG MAY LEAD YOU TO THE DEEPEST HATRED OR FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH ME.


i can write an essay here or keep it short. Like this.



Hey?

They call me Shikin and i'm 14. Trust me, people mistook me for a working adult sometimes. Scary yet interesting thought about me tho. Being the eldest out of the 3 is definitely insane. Nah, let's not proceed to my siblings. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG story.

So, let's talk about school.
People see me as the 'big sister' or 'fierce girl' or 'tae kwon do girl' or anything harsh cos it's true. Well, i'm not the "mummmmyyy hellp me" type of girl but more of a soul who's struggling to be independent, surviving the reality. People always say that we'd know the 'real' world when we become working adults. Not too sure about that. Being working adults just means we know more about it. There's a difference.
High school life shows me that an 'A' doesn't come easily, A true friend is one in a million and love doesn't come at 14.

Knowing someone and liking them is perfectly normal, especially when you're a teen, if you're straight. Aha, let's proceed to my love life-non.
Girls now are wishing if they could be the next girlfriend of Bieber after Selena Gomez. (???) can't see the good thing about that.
Some people try hard, i mean terribly hard, to attract one's attention. But some people just gets all the attention that they could'nt ask for more.
Why are there beautiful and not-so-beautiful people? I know........sometimes we'd say god is unfair blabla. But the truth is, everyone's beauty is inside their soul, it's invisible to the eyes. The beauty of someone does not rely on the outside a 100% but what makes it outshine is the personality. URGH I KNOW IT'S CLICHE COS IN THE END EVERYBODY WOULD LOOK ON THE LOOKS, right?
God creates your soulmate when he created you. Just wait...................... :)

Sometimes it sucks to be thinking that i'm still 14. But sometimes too, it's awesum. Why? that, i don't know.
I just wish that i would be able to record every single moment of my life starting from now. Cos i know it's just starting to get more interesting.
Till then.

XOXO wassalam.

11/8/2011, 9:20pm

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