Hey?
They call me Shikin and i'm 14. Trust me, people mistook me for a working adult sometimes. Scary yet interesting thought about me tho. Being the eldest out of the 3 is definitely insane. Nah, let's not proceed to my siblings. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG story.
So, let's talk about school.
People see me as the 'big sister' or 'fierce girl' or 'tae kwon do girl' or anything harsh cos it's true. Well, i'm not the "mummmmyyy hellp me" type of girl but more of a soul who's struggling to be independent, surviving the reality. People always say that we'd know the 'real' world when we become working adults. Not too sure about that. Being working adults just means we know more about it. There's a difference.
High school life shows me that an 'A' doesn't come easily, A true friend is one in a million and love doesn't come at 14.
Knowing someone and liking them is perfectly normal, especially when you're a teen, if you're straight. Aha, let's proceed to my love life-non.
Girls now are wishing if they could be the next girlfriend of Bieber after Selena Gomez. (???) can't see the good thing about that.
Some people try hard, i mean terribly hard, to attract one's attention. But some people just gets all the attention that they could'nt ask for more.
Why are there beautiful and not-so-beautiful people? I know........sometimes we'd say god is unfair blabla. But the truth is, everyone's beauty is inside their soul, it's invisible to the eyes. The beauty of someone does not rely on the outside a 100% but what makes it outshine is the personality. URGH I KNOW IT'S CLICHE COS IN THE END EVERYBODY WOULD LOOK ON THE LOOKS, right?
God creates your soulmate when he created you. Just wait...................... :)
Sometimes it sucks to be thinking that i'm still 14. But sometimes too, it's awesum. Why? that, i don't know.
I just wish that i would be able to record every single moment of my life starting from now. Cos i know it's just starting to get more interesting.
Till then.
XOXO wassalam.
11/8/2011, 9:20pm